What do you do if your in middle school and so close to fucking your best friend but then she says no homo in the middle of it…

You don’t do anything because you’re in MIDDLE SCHOOL.

Go join a sports team or an after school club. Wait a couple years. You have too much time on your hands.

Trying to venture into this territory so early is not healthy – take a step back. Give it time. Your body/brain isn’t even close to maturity yet! Which means that you’re actually not in a position to be physically capable of enjoying sex to the fullest.