My best friend’s girl and I have always been real close but things have taken a turn as of late, to spare you the nitty gritty details there has been a lot of sneaking around at all hours ignoring our SOs, last night after eight months of madness we fucked for the first time (and second, third…). I feel like shit, like I honestly hate myself right now. She doesn’t want me to tell anyone and wants to keep the affair going. I am garbage.