Not really a questionm just feeling lonely and wanting to share. I have a huge crush on my neighbour, whos also my classmate in graduate school and friends with my ex-almost-girlfriend. And I know shes up there right now with her girlfriend (yeah I get, it its… complex), she even asked me if I wanted to go grab a burger with the two of them, but I just had 0 interest in being 3rd wheel today, and in getting to know her GF. So I just go on tumblr and see all stuff you posted… sigh

Wait it out. Be her friend. Get closer to her. You never know what might happen in the future so don’t hide from her.

Obviously, you don’t want to hang with the gf too much because that’s just unnecessary, but make an effort to get alone time with her. Maybe the more time you spend together, your crush will start to dissipate. Or maybe something else will happen… Either way, you like her. So work on your friendship. If it’s meant to happen, it will. 🙂

And try not to get too down on yourself. It’s a sucky place to be in, but you’re not going to be there forever… I can promise you that.

In the meantime, imagination is a girl’s best friend! 😉 (A vibrator helps too…)