It’s an intense feeling so I get why you would be hesitant, but there’s nothing else I can say except you have to find a way to relax and let it happen. It’s a little scary, but it’s going to feel incredible! It’s all in your head right now. Once you make up your mind to let it happen, that’s what will change it for you. Nothing BAD is going to happen if you keep going with it. Try to approach it logically. You prepare yourself by being aware that it’s going to feel overwhelming, but you also know it’s OKAY for it to feel like that.
Let ‘er rip! (Or squirt…)
Sumptuous Daydreams 